Thursday, July 19, 2012

Keep Writing, Keep Writing



And so I turned around and took a look
Where had all the essays gone?
I remember agonizing over the themes,
The perspectives, getting the right voice,
Paying attention to the meter and the rhythm
Keep writing, keep writing

Sitting and waiting for the inspiration as
I played with my pen.  Changing the pen for
a better one, a smoother writing pen.
The paper staying blank but for the doodles.
Ah, change to the computer, quicker to catch
All the words, all the stories that will begin
to flow at any moment.
Keep writing, keep writing

Staring out the window, watching the birds land
Playing with these images and the
metaphors, trying to elicit the right nuance
Of the bird in flight, light on the wing, and . . .
Looking to the sky for more inspiration,
The clouds billow, floating without notice, and  . . .
Keep writing, keep writing


Reflecting what each of these items may mean,
what magic did they hold or symbolize.  The ring
on my finger and what that means for my relationships,
The scar alongside my arm and the battles fought
so long ago.  The memories float forward and I am
lost in the crystal clear land of remembering and I
am transported back to another time, another
circumstance.  Pangs of emotions surge forward
keep writing, keep writing


Because if I write enough,
I may dwell in that ghostly memory,
unveiling like a lost dream and
I can again hold onto my youth,
my early loves, my early dreams again.
And only then begin to conjure new vistas
to dig for the understanding and the learning,
to comb the landscape for wisdom, and
to form new horizons.
keep writing, keep writing


What do I need to tell you, what more can I say?
My story is deep, almost lost for the years of silence
all consuming, and now undeniable.  
There is no rest, no matter the
distractions, no matter the interruptions.
No matter that the timing is not right,
the descriptions do not match the images,
the meter and rhythm do not sync and flow
No time to waste, no time to stand still
Keep writing, keep writing

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